Burn Out

I realized that since my last post (June 2007), I had gotten so busy with kitchen works. The reason why I had set aside my personal and family life which I want to redeem soon... very very soon. I want to be hands on with my sons again. Lately when my little boy cries at night he calls his yaya. It never happened to Kuya despite me being a corporate mom that time. I don't want my little boy to be running to his yaya for comfort when sad. I want him to run to Mommy and call Mommy's name. I maybe full time at home now, but I am not 100% with my sons. I want to redeem my place in their hearts. I want to make an emotional deposit again. Had been making too many emotional withdrawals lately.