Insomnia

If it is true that lack of sleep can cut down some years on a person’s life, then if I'm suppose to live a hundred years, now it's down to 50. For a year since I started working in a call center, I had always been into the graveyard shift. The latter part of the one year vampire mode left me with no more than 6 hours of straight sleep each day. I am even lucky enough if I can get 6 hours of broken sleep. Keeping the room dark to simulate night, most of the time does not help. Getting a househelp did help, but still, getting 6 hours of sleep each day is a dilemma. I’m starting to think that I already am insomniac. They say that drinking hot milk helps but I guess a bonamine tablet would be better. Though am thinking of it, I would not want to start doing it as I might get addicted.

My present state leaves me off to thinking about moving into other departments which offer more shift options. But this only gives me the challenge to move to other call centers instead. If I have to move into another rep position, I’d better be in one that pays better and offers more income opportunity.

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Well, if in the next few hours I would only be spending it twisting and turning in bed and exhausting my mind, I would better get myself on the go and start exploring other possibilities. Aha! I really have so much to do that I had not done in the past months.

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Opening a bank account for my Josh? Oh well, maybe will do it next week when I have the resources.

Smart Wi-Fi? Will I go to their office now and fill out an application form? I’m having second thoughts about it as it is an additional expense. Tsk! But it will not cost me a thing to have the information whether we are serviceable or not and it can only be done if I fill out an application form.

If I’d be going to Smart today, then I better drop by at PBCom and check that call center which a friend says offers 35K as basic pay. Boy, that’s big! I don’t mind if they have 30 tools to use.

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Oh well, what happened today was that I went to Market!Market! instead and returned the sewing machine that is sub-standard. Good thing Ace never insist and agreed to have the product replaced by other items coz I’m definitely not gonna get another JML item again.. maybe except for Spotless. So instead am thinking of getting cans of paint or linoleum for the floor.

Went home at around 3PM hoping to get sleepy when I reach home. Well, the expected happened and even if I turned on the aircon still can’t sleep. Might as well make my time productive. Tried some cleaning solutions at auntie’s unit. Of course, I would not want to exhaust myself so here I am writing trying to let time pass by.

Jehu does not suggest that I find another job to solve this sleep disorder but instead find a medical remedy first. Well, good idea. Then maybe bonamine or valium will work. Hmnn… I’m gonna become the future drug dependent.